Losing my sanity

I swear I have been losing my mind lately. I have been so stressed out over trying to pay for classes and getting some new artwork done. I wanna try and take my art into a new direction. I know that some people will tell me that I am selling out, but honestly I could give a rats ass about what they think. I need to make money, and if that means doing my art so that I can sell it to magazines and companies, than so be it. But to be fully honest, I actually like that art that I am trying to produce. So I dont think of it as selling out, I think of it as taking my art in a new dirction. So FUCK YA'LL if you start critisizing me on what I do with my art. I don't need your opinions, If I wanted them I would ask... sorry bout that, just that a couple people have been accusing me of selling out and all that kinda crap, its been getting on my nerves. I mean, really, I do NOT have the leisure of doing the art that I "feel" like doing. I absoultly have to make money doing this. Its the only thing that I am good at. So I wanan make a career out of advertising art. SO WHAT! I am not a fine artist, and nor will I ever be. That Kinda stuff bores me to tears anyways. I mean sure I enjoy looking at some of it. But I cannot honestly say that I enjoy doing it. Every once in awhile I do enjoy the occasional painting, but not that often.